Wednesday, April 15, 2009

A loner

I Rome the empty streets at night Alone in the dark with my ghosts useless thoughts of the past that hunts me. Memories from a long ago yesterday when I was happy when my life made sense and my future was so promising.

But that was in the past today I'm a shadow of what I once was. And my future a shadow of what I could have been. Long ago I used to miss the past cried to my eyes went dry. My screams for help were all unanswered.

So I became numb, my heart became cold and it's been long since I last felt anything. I've become indifferent to the world that surrounds me. Invisible to the people as I walk among them. For humans only see what they wish to see.

I was once like them but life it self changed me. Within shadows of empty promises I've faded. I've seen mothers cry lost children and felt no pity. I've seen lovers cry betrayal and felt no sympathy. For after being alone for so long, yes I've become numb and heartless a loner in this world of darkness.


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