I'm Sorry....

There she was, like a dream soft skin red lips
and all. Just like he had imagined her so many
times before. Standing in the middle of his
living room.
So vulnerable , like never before she out stretched her
arms to him like a child needing to be held
He looked at her his eyes suddenly gone
glossy. He pushed her hands away
as he told her to go home
He knew why she was there the one she loved betrayed
her trust and now all alone she just need someone
anyone to hold her
Go home he repeated she looked at him with tears in her eyes
he could see disbelieve, hurt, and embarrassment in her face.
He felt his heart break all he wanted was to confess
all the things he held, how deep was the love he felt
but he didn't want her this way knowing it
was someone else who invaded her thoughts he bit down on his tongue so the
words wouldn't escape a flood of the salty taste of blood filling his mouth.
She stepped back staring at the floor unable to look him in the face
All this time she'd been so blind she missed the signs
all this time in silence he had loved her
She turned to leave only being able to mutter out the heart felt words
I'm sorry.....

Goodbye...

You hug him good-bye like it's nothing...

While all you want to do is hold on forever.

But you let go, smile and walk away.

Then cry all the way home, because you know it will never be the same.

Because, try as you might, you can't make someone love you.

Sometimes you have to let them be free.

And letting go...

That is when love hurts the most of all

Prom

Prom sometimes I wonder what it
will be like and other times I don't
At first I was all excited and now
I just don't know
I already paid for it so now I have
to go Plus all my friends expect
me to go so guess it just makes
sense that I'd be there
I still don't have a dress though
most of the girls are already talking
about how great their dresses are
is not really about money
for me Because I know my mom
is going to buy me one no matter
what she has to do she does so
much I can't help feel bad
sometimes... Prom
I don't know there's just so much
going on inside my head it just
hurts I guess I should be happy
but I'm not that much really at
least not as much as I thought
I would be!!!!!

Ausencia

Un suspiro, una mirada triste,
la voz quebrantada y un sin fin 
de lagrimas en mis ojos
es lo que me ha dejado
tu ausencia...

Ausencia que me lastima,
porque quisiera sentir el
aroma de tu presencia...

Ausencia que a la vez 
me provoca un alivio al 
haberme enseñado que en 
el mundo no todo es
color de rosa... 

Ausencia que me hace saber
que en este mundo hay personas
con los mas bellos sueños,
y que a su vez hay quienes como tú
que se encargan de convertirlos en pesadillas...

Ausencia que me mete 
un sin fin de ideas en mi mente,

las cuales para extraños
son locuras, pero para mi
tienen que ser indiferentes.

Pero como hacer si aun te amo
a pesar de todo el daño que 
me hiciste, tendré que sobrevivir 
hasta que el tiempo
...deje mi corazon
totalmente ausente.

Sometimes You Leave

All the raindrops
In the sky tonight
Can't compare with all the pain
And all the tears I've cried
But now I'm done...
All the make believeLocked in this picture frame
Is gonna stay behind
Along with all the burning rage
That's been tearing through my heart
killing me slowly Every beat, I was falling apart
Sometimes you give
Sometimes they take
Sometimes you bend
And sometimes they break you down
Sometimes you stick around
Trying to change them
Make them someone that they'll never be
And sometimes you leave
All this time I've spent
Staring at the door I never had the strength
To pack my bags and leave before
But now I'm done
Lying to myself when it's clear
That you're not that one
When there's nothing left
For me to leave behind
And you're already too far gone
To say goodbye...
Sometimes you most leave

To My EX ..... Ha Ha

Did you check the tires

Put gas in the car

Don't think you need too much, 'cause you ain't gonna get that far

Did you pack the good times

Don't forget a map

Just in case the route you take isn't there to take you back

You can hold any girl that you like

Fall in love when it's easy at night

But, you'll wake up wondering why she ain't ever something better

When you're lost and run out of road

Find what I already know In the end closer's all there is

But you won't find this

No, you won't find this

There's once in a lifetime And there's once in a while

And the difference between the two is about a million miles

you might get lucky while the moon is looking up

But in the truth of the morning, the stars will be long gone

You can hold any girl that you like

Fall in love when it's easy at night

But, you'll wake up wondering why she ain't ever something better

When you're lost and run out of road

Find what I already knowIn the end closer's all there is

Oh, in the end it's me you're going to miss'Cause you won't find this

NO YOU WONT FIND THIS

EIGHTEEN YEARS

Eighteen years have come and gone I look
back and it feels like time just flew
by For so long I waited for this day don't
really know what I expected
The ground didn't shake nor did the earth
stop spinning but I see the change
You can't even imagine how much has
happened through all those years so
many dreams shut down so many disappointments
so many tears but I'm
thankful for every struggle for every fall
for those are the things that have shaped
me and made me who I am today And
today I can honestly say I'm proud of the out come
because not once have I been unable
to look at myself in the mirror
And out of all eighteen years of my
life I hold no regrets and that's more
then many people can say

My Sweet Angel

I watch you sleep and in your face I see the peace I so long for.
With every breath you take my problems fade,
there's no place I'd rather be then here. And when you look at
me with those big eyes filled with such innocence
I know there is know way I'd ever stop loving you. And in this
world that's lost I'd build a little box, with walls of
glass to keep you save inside where no harm could ever
find you. And I'd take the blame I'd take the pain
in your place cuz you deserve no sorrow. And I would go
to the extreme to make you smile cuz if your
happy that's all that counts. Everything else just ain't important
And is never to late I'm never to busy or
tiered If you need my attention I'll drop everything I'm doing
without a doubt because your priority
But even those thoughts fade as I watch you sleep so
peacefully. I give you a kiss and wish
you sweet dreams. As I leave a little piece of my heart
under your billow. And I walk away but
have no worries I'll never be to far away, my sweet angel