Time to walk away

You said you loved me but showed so much doubt,

I gave you my love while you played around

Did everything I could tried more then I should have

Lost my pride within all your lies

Is time to make new memories time is passing by.

I've had enough now I have to move on,Can't hold on to something that I know is gone.

Now is to late, I've learned to except that
Don't think we ever had what I thought we did

But I was so blind it took me forever to truly see
Now I have to say good-bye is time to think of me,It hurts to walk away but that’s how it’s got to be.

I have to go on now a bright future awaits me ahead,

Wish it was with you but things don't always happen the way we wish

The Way That I Love

I love, With sweetness with care with worry

I love, Like a woman mature like a child with innocence

I love, Without thinking or doubting without measuring consequences

love, Faithful and honestly without secrets or understatements

I love, With uncontrollable emotions like a teenager, warm in the morning blazing after midnight

I love, With anger with frustration resentment at times hate

I love, With forgiveness and a hand full of patience

love, Manipulating every move, every word, every kiss stimulating to push you over the edge

I love, Always aiming to go where no other has been making me replaceable just maybe forgettable only never

love, With passion with determination with confidence

I love, Without limits without boundaries at times blindly

Like that with no time with no end with no beginning like insanity That's how I want to love again.

A loner

I Rome the empty streets at night Alone in the dark with my ghosts useless thoughts of the past that hunts me. Memories from a long ago yesterday when I was happy when my life made sense and my future was so promising.

But that was in the past today I'm a shadow of what I once was. And my future a shadow of what I could have been. Long ago I used to miss the past cried to my eyes went dry. My screams for help were all unanswered.

So I became numb, my heart became cold and it's been long since I last felt anything. I've become indifferent to the world that surrounds me. Invisible to the people as I walk among them. For humans only see what they wish to see.

I was once like them but life it self changed me. Within shadows of empty promises I've faded. I've seen mothers cry lost children and felt no pity. I've seen lovers cry betrayal and felt no sympathy. For after being alone for so long, yes I've become numb and heartless a loner in this world of darkness.