I Wish I Want

I wish I could put everything I feel into words
Find someone I could tell every single event
and would comprehend really understand I
wish I knew myself what's going on in my head
I want to scream at the top of my lungs and free
myself from all the bullshit that oppresses me Get
sick to my stomach and throw up all the drama that
just stresses me I wish I could cry a whole day and
make every tear an once of relive Write a poem that's
longer then a page and make every word represent
a new beginning I want my life to be simple just for
one day be worry free at least for a couple of seconds
I wish I could go back in time and never meet some
people not get so involved with one person in particular
I want to go to sleep and wake to find that everything
makes sense I wish I want to dream to see the end
To find the strength and inspiration to start again